God: gives us myriad choices…
Philippians 1:21-24 (KJV) For to me to live is Christ, and to die is gain. But if I live in the flesh, this is the fruit of my labour: yet what I shall choose I wot not. For I am in a strait betwixt two, having a desire to depart, and to be with Christ; which is far better: Nevertheless to abide in the flesh is more needful for you.”
Many times we have a calling on our lives that is inexplicable, yet it is beneficial and for a purpose; we in our human state cannot understand the rationale, the reasoning and the extent of what is upon us.
Yet, God in His wisdom, created it for His use and grand design. One cannot deny God and be authentic in being a believer.
His dictates trumps our will and desires. Ultimately we give in to what we don’t fully understand and at times it is in the bitterness of our spirit.
Gods’ will and way…..