God: is love….
1 Corinthians 13:4-7 (KJV) “Charity suffereth long, and is kind; charity envieth not; charity vaunteth not itself, is not puffed up, Doth not behave itself unseemly, seeketh not her own, is not easily provoked, thinketh no evil; Rejoiceth not in iniquity, but rejoiceth in the truth; Beareth all things, believeth all things, hopeth all things, endureth all things.”
Some equate charity with love and it really is a big deal when you can be charitable to others in a giving spirit. Sometimes this isn’t possible when we are faced with things that gets to us at the core of our being.
I believe if it was so easy to be charitable despite the constraints we face, then the word of God wouldn’t spend so much telling us to do it and do it consistently.
I also believe that the reward for indiscriminate giving and loving is very valuable, hence the caution to us to just work it.
Seems like the most we can do is just work it as best as we can and leave the rest up to God.