God: really no-one like Him...
Jeremiah 10:6 (KJV) “Forasmuch as there is none like unto thee, O Lord; thou art great, and thy name is great in might”.
By process of elimination, testing of your experience, judge by your thoughts and meditation from your youth up, there has to be something that has been integral to you holding on to life as you know it.
Times when you know you should not have made it to the next day or even going through terrible instances of surefire death, then living to talk about the experience.
There must have been an inkling in your spirit that would cause you to have that recognition of someone larger than you. And if you are a believer your spirit most likely would have come to reconciliation with what was happening.
If not, I believe the questions might be rising and haven’t been quieted. Seek a response and you just might be surprised at the answer.
The Lord our God is righteous and there is none like Him; He is incomparable.