God: hasn’t settled in blessing you…
Proverbs 3:5-6 (KJV) “Trust in the Lord with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths”.
Sometimes we want to settle for less than the best and in doing so we miss out on the best that our Father has in store for us: God knows what He wants to bring to us and it is with that determination that we ought to trust Him wholeheartedly for the fulfillment.
There are also times we think we know definitively what is our lot in life and it is proportionally out of the will of God for where He is taking us. Our asking should just be firm and fix and end with “if it is your will Lord”.
Our minds tend to take us to a path where we dream and think on the unattainable, but to God be the glory for His leading in our lives. Lean not to your own understanding.