God: has more order than you can comprehend….
Matthew 20:23 (KJV) “And he saith unto them, Ye shall drink indeed of my cup, and be baptized with the baptism that I am baptized with: but to sit on my right hand, and on my left, is not mine to give, but it shall be given to them for whom it is prepared of my Father”.
We all are special and as such desire to be treated in a wonderful manner; everyone wants the best for themselves and for whoever pertains to them and God as a faithful father wants to give us the best that He has as we are counted as His children.
If you read the entire story which is cited you understand that these young followers of Jesus had a great desire: to be seated on both His left and right hands when He entered into His kingdom.
This is indeed something good to desire, but the position has already been ordained by the Father in heaven.
Beloved you might not be where you desire to be in Christ, there are deep desires within you, and it has not come to fruition as yet: God has a plan, stick with it..