God: determined that He needed me…
1 Timothy 1:11-14 (KJV) “According to the glorious gospel of the blessed God, which was committed to my trust. And I thank Christ Jesus our Lord, who hath enabled me, for that he counted me faithful, putting me into the ministry; Who was before a blasphemer, and a persecutor, and injurious: but I obtained mercy, because I did it ignorantly in unbelief. And the grace of our Lord was exceeding abundant with faith and love which is in Christ Jesus”.
For some of us who are believers now, being in the world was a delight, we gave it our all and found pleasure in doing so; if Jesus hadn’t known the plan He had for us and applied crucial pressure that enabled us to yield we would still be engaged otherwise.
The things we did before cannot hold a light to the glory we ought to be experiencing now in His presence; be assured of this one thing: if He called you, the engagement of being with Him should be explosive.
If you aren’t feeling Him, search yourself, see where the blockage is coming from, because with Him it is all for all.