God: needs us to believe and trust Him…
Proverbs 3:5-6 (KJV) “Trust in the Lord with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths”.
Sometimes we get a “word” from God and everything within us starts to struggle and fight against what was spoken; no foundation or basis exist for the opposition, just that we aren’t at that place to receive what God has for us.
When God told that we need to serve Him in Spirit and truth, He was saying that although we reside in a physical body, let that not dictate our willingness to be at one with Him at any moment.
We can’t be of God and not expect someone else not the know what is going on with us; we are connected spiritually and that is the promise Jesus made when He left when He said “I will be with you always” in Matthew 28.
So my friend, we need to seek the face of God and apologize for doubting even those times when He sent the “word” and we doubted that He was the one speaking.
God is able in all our striving.