God: will not allow you to be moved….
Psalm 16:8-9 (KJV) “I have set the Lord always before me: because he is at my right hand, I shall not be moved. Therefore my heart is glad, and my glory rejoiceth: my flesh also shall rest in hope”.
It seems that whenever you make up in your mind and testify to the goodness of God and how consistent He has been in your life, that somehow things occur that will cause you to be moved from the stance you take.
It might be that He has always been consistently there to bring you out of the mire clay, and when you think that it is all good and well in how you are treated, your faith is stirred to a higher degree of expectation.
My friend, the most consistent thing with Jesus is that He is the same yesterday, today and forever and if it is that His expectation of you is to be firm in serving Him then His provision is to always be there for you.
Depend on Him because He is a dependable Lord and He is our Father. Trust believing in Him…